There is a time for life and love, and then, a time for regret.
About the image: I spent more than a month working on this one and tinkering with it. I used a photograph of Jenna Jameson for the pose of the girl as a reference. The background is a wash of my own tree texture brushes. All of this was painted in Photoshop. Below you can see a breakdown of the different stages and maybe you can get some appreciation of the hell I went through before publishing.
As you can see the version with the bright background looks great, but the image was meant to be dark so I went back towards the originally intended background and I think I’m done with it for now.